It’s so crazy how one day, one minute I’m doing just fine then all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness comes like a blanket being draped over me and I feel so desperately alone and long to hear Phil’s voice, see his face and have him wrap me in his arms and tell me how much he loves me and that everything is going to be OK. How can it be that I will never again have that pleasure.
It is beyond my comprehension how much one person can effect another persons life for good or bad. Phil definately changed mine for the better. I always knew he made me better but not as much as I do now.
My advice – Love your mate as much as humanly possible while you have them with you!!